man i wish i had a camera

so i can start taking pictures too! or maybe ill just use my cameraphone
anyway 2 day started of pretty good heard "dont look back in anger"by oasis which is an amazing tune. i swear that i really only work for about 4 hours out of my actual work day, which means that it goes by unbearably slow.

had the task of putting away a bunch of shit in storage today. that sucked ass.

it strengthens my resolve that i really should find a new job so i wont get stuck in a rut, and grow roots in a place as crappy as gc services.

looking forward to my tax returns because hopefully those funds will tide me over until i find new employment.

i need to start choreographing.

funds are tight, wish i had more money.

i miss chicago.

k thats it, gonna go get ready for breed.

2nd post! 5 minutes after the first one

totally forgot about the other thing that happened to me today.

something scared me and thrilled me at the same time.
something i want but am not ready for.
false alarm but...cant help but be a little dissapointed
because i saw a future that wasnt meant to be...

1st blog ever!

I guess I'm a follower.

Or maybe have a lot of things to say but no one to say it to.

Regardless this is the first of many entries, so lets keep it simple

Today i took a leap of faith...and fell

But it felt good, because i was always afraid of rejection and facing it head on was an accomplishment for me. Its the first step for me to achieve what i want and not just take the easy route because i'm afraid of losing or falling, or failing.

like they say fall down 7 times, get up 8 times.


i just fell, now its time to get back up....






ps. thanks bubbers for the video...signs...

theyre all around me